Yesterday

Ahhh, well, the best intentions and all that...missed a day in my quest to blog every day of October. Thursdays are always long and exhausting, but I can catch up. In truth, yesterday was foul. I woke up irritated and it never went away. I'm sure it's to do with being so tired all week combined with the utter lack of focus I exhibited yesterday and topped off with the myriad of things that are coming up and require my attention. In short, way too much to do and not enough energy to do it well.

Add to this the realization that despite my best efforts, I am getting fat. I have no time and energy to work out. And I have not time, energy or money to eat properly. Sad, sorry excuses, I know. But, my bartending partner and I are going to make a pact to not drink for the next couple of weeks. This will help me get through the weekends with what I hope is better sleep. From there, I think I will dedicate myself to the worship of salad in all its glorious forms. We'll see if I can last two weeks. I acknowledge that I am a very in the moment kind of person - not a big fan of delayed gratification - and therefore singularly unsuited to dieting. But I am going to give it a conscious effort.

Otherwise, the fourth of October was rather uneventful. Got some done at work, but not all. Made some money bartending, but was not happy doing it. Generally, a day best enjoyed for its ending. C'est la vie.