This is why it's hard..
I don't want to care....but I do.
It's not my problem, but I live here.
Part of me says "fuck you" and part of me says"I'm sorry."
And even though I know I'm not doing anything wrong, I feel bad...
random musings and events; tales of lunacy and hysteria; lightning strikes of intelligence accompanied by gibberish; stuff to amuse, rants to abuse; general nonsense that makes up my days, my nights and all the fluff in between
3 Comments:
Given what I know of your home situation, I'd say some vascillating between 'fuck you' and 'i'm sorry' probably isn't all bad, even if neither is really completely warranted.
Which is not to say the rollercoaster feeling doesn't suck absolutely.
crossing my fingers for you.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 9:57:00 AM
Thank you Jeff. Truth is, things are running rather smoothly these days, but I had a few too many AmberBocks on Sunday followed by a couple of Golgschlagers and well, some pent up, deeply put away crap came creeping to the surface. Not my finest hour, but no regrets really either. I try not to think about it all a lot these days...giving myself a breather for awile. But thank you.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 2:44:00 PM
ah...tipsy blogging strikes again. it's like drunk-calling, but out there for everybody to see. :)
glad things are looking up.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006 10:12:00 AM
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